These three things, that's it. Do that for you, each day. Day by day.
"This is not your forever" I whispered.
To have those drugs was a big risk some might say. But when you’re desperate, and the other choice is death, it’s a risk that I found was absolutely worth taking.
I also feel sadness for him because he knew right then, he knows how desperate I am at those points and it is a real possibility that one day I could slip over that line.
My body despite its perfect imperfections was something to marvel, just as much as any other body?
The last person to make me uncomfortable was a woman in late 2017. No man has made me feel the way she did in years. She told me I was into women, that I wanted her.
...And this is what it's like.
“Common then, its ready” My husband smiles at me as he drags me from the bed, this will help you to feel better, common then” he pleads.I sob more and I can’t tell if it’s because of my hurt or at the idea of him caring after me so much, because every time he tries … Continue reading My C-PTSD and Cannabis Story
Hey you, I know you didn’t intend on crying so much today and you didn’t think you’d end up hiding under a blanket sobbing in the middle of the day.I know you didn’t intend on your Monday being quite this rough.You’ve had a insanely good few months, on the mental health front which is probably … Continue reading When you’d rather die, read this.
When I began Cognitive Processing Therapy I went in with a few main struggles. I had been through countless hours of therapy already and this CPT was a study specifically aimed at those with PTSD. While I had done so much work already I had a few small issues I needed to work on mainly; … Continue reading How Far I’ve Come: Therapy Impact Statements