These three things, that's it. Do that for you, each day. Day by day.
I also feel sadness for him because he knew right then, he knows how desperate I am at those points and it is a real possibility that one day I could slip over that line.
“Common then, its ready” My husband smiles at me as he drags me from the bed, this will help you to feel better, common then” he pleads.I sob more and I can’t tell if it’s because of my hurt or at the idea of him caring after me so much, because every time he tries … Continue reading My C-PTSD and Cannabis Story
When I began Cognitive Processing Therapy I went in with a few main struggles. I had been through countless hours of therapy already and this CPT was a study specifically aimed at those with PTSD. While I had done so much work already I had a few small issues I needed to work on mainly; … Continue reading How Far I’ve Come: Therapy Impact Statements
A healing journey is a personal one and people will tell you the right way to heal, they’ll tell you what it means to heal, what it means to forgive, anything you want to find… it’s all out there.They’ll tell you whose fault it is, and whose fault it isn’t with clarity.But each journey is so … Continue reading The Journey to Forgiveness
And well, I’m not dying. But it sure feels like it and I can’t tell the difference at this point. My thoughts race to Shaun coming home from work to find the kids watching Tv and me, a contorted mess on the floor after dying in my bedroom of a panic attack. And in the meantime a dog has eaten me.
My reasons for this are personal. Openly, and utterly personal to me.